now dont kill yourself over this one..

so ..im fucken sick of doing homework..my room is clean (i even vaccumed), there is not enough laundry to do, i have already taken a shower, and nikita hung up me, i cant eat anymore (and you thought that that wasnt possible), and i have read the entire science section of the news..i checked my email three times and clicked on every blog link i know ..and since i cant think of any other way to procrastinate.. here i am.
.i almost wish i was suicidal... i could carve pretty designs on my wrists and ankles and then maybe spend the next week just laying at the hospital after ODing on something...those people have it made..my teachers would feel sorry for me and give me extensions on my homework, and my parents would stop nagging for a while...really..what more could you want?
most importantly being suicidal would give me something to do..have you noticed? those people are never bored..always finding new ways to..almost die...
look at all the possibilities...you could ponder upon the topic for months..because it always has to be ineffctive..now thats the difficult part..
sadly my ways of getting attention are not quite as time consuming..and so im stuck writing a blog ..