thanks for calling..

it was my 17th birthday yesterday..and it was one of the most depressing days of the month..i dont know why, but so many things went wrong..one of them being that dicle didnt even call...

today has much more potential..i woke up to a phone call from my grandfather..i havent talked to him since ive been here..and i havent seen him for even longer...i wouldnt have talked to him today..but the phone was in my room....so i reluctantly stumbled out of bed and picked it up not recognizing the voice on the other end..how could i?..i havent spoken to him in years plus the man sounds like he is in his thirties.... the point is..talking to him made my day...

his whole persona reminds me of the movies.... he is always well shaven, his suits are made exclusively in italy and fit his broad shoulders with meticulous aptness... this old man with a youthful spirit and a kind face, who brings his grandaughter expensive gifts... kisses her on the cheek and calls her "princess"..simultaneously leads a life of intrigue adventure and romance.......

basically hes awesome

as i was saying....i did not recognize him...but he introduced himself as "your loyal knight Viktor" ...with the tone of voice that youd truly imagine a noble being would have...i now knew who it was...and he continued talking as if the distance that time has shaped had disappeard into thin air..he went on to tell me that he had heard from my grandmother that i was the most beautiful lady in the state of colorado (a very flattering exaggeration)..and also..that although he is "too old to go on a quest" he is "sprawled at my feet"....he wished me happy birthday in the most figurative language i have heard and made me feel like i really was a princess....:)

after that..i went back to bed..and thought it immensly strange that nikita isnt here and i cant call him or see him..... decided that i actually miss him ..and went downstairs to make breakfast.....then ..i actualy decided that i wanted to finish the hw that i had....and now..im taking a break from that...to say what im about to say..

that most importantly.. i wanted to thank everyone who took the time to call or write or say happy birthday to me....because as heartless as i may seem i really do appreciate it :)