minor technicalities

Just finished this book..its called “speak”..most saddening thing ive ever read..mainly because i try to avoid sad sappy shit...

now im kinda in a shitty mood..but i don’t think its all book related..

We were playing capture the flag today..the sun.. the heat..the running...it was great..you even had to pay attention..and ... ... try..

..they forced me..i told them id rather take a test about the stupid book...but they forced me..

great idea..25 big ass dudes and.. and..little me….

tackling wasnt allowed....i was relieved..
everybody else was pissed..

i knew it would be a bad idea...first of all everyone was impressed with my running skills..and second i did something to my toe....it hurts like hell now..

telling my mother about the toe was another bad idea..

apparently the latent content behind the toe incident was that i don’t want to go to cali…her point being “that when people don’t want to do something they’ll break their heads because of it” …

shit like this irritates me because we both know that I want to go..

I yelled at her for being stupid..

Then we drove to get a Colorado ID..that’s of course..heh..a whole new story

You see..you cant get a state ID without a social security number which of course you cant get unless you have not two forms of ID… Such as a green card and license..the license you cant get unless you have a permit..for which you need ....a social security number for which you need two forms of ID..such as a green card and..a passport…my passport has expired..and at least I don’t need a social security number to get that done…but its taking a few months....i can also use a green card and..a school ID...but..its summer..and mines been lost since ..well..i don’t know how long..
they will not take my elitches season pass (I asked) ..and apperantly my birth certificate isn’t good enough either...

This is beyond my understanding..

my parents refuse to let me go to cali without an ID..and I cant take the green card on the trip because they suspect that I will lose it…based on the facts that a. I lost my school ID and b. nikita has my elitches pass…

it is beyond ther comprehension that a. my school id is lost is because I don’t give a damn about it...and b. the season pass is better off with nikita anyway

they don’t believe me..

now I feel like taking a nap…

still no ID..