on friends, lies, and why we all need a sense of humor.

besides the words "love" and "hate"..the word that is definitely over used and clearly abused is the word "friend"..
hundreds of people have coined this term, and it seems that either a. they do not know what it means or b. they value the people around them extremely.
somebody defined love..or rather that someone you love , is someone youd take a bullet for. same goes for a friend. a friend is a person who you can rely on, who you trust , and who you would risk your life for, and this person, also relies on you, trusts you, and will take that bullet for you.
it is not your drinking buddies, nor is it that blonde that follows you around all the time saying shes your best friend. (if shes a hot blonde you can probaly tell her that you value her friendship very much..that will get you some brownie points.) most people dont have even a single good friend, but rather they are surrounded by a bunch of morons all of whom claim that they are all each others best friends. which is probably the biggest fucking contridiction i have ever heard of. yes.."two best friends"..sigh

for guys this isnt really an issue, because guys pretend like they dont care about anything...

regardless.. people use the term "friend" all the time..and the funny thing is..most of those people believe that those whom they call friends are reliable...when in fact those so called friends talk shit about you behind your back, and lie to you. this is the case with most people..white lies are even worse..and you hear them all the time..its almost sarcastic now days..."your hair looks cute" usally means "why do you have a bird nest in your hair"...a bird nest is a bad thing for those of you who lack that knowledge, or the ability to determine things from context.

..if you want to find a real friend..or real love for that matter..you have to look beyond the boundaries of your society. it is in these extreme situations that you can really test your friendship..and let me tell you..its not worth it anyway..why?..well simply because the people you consider "friends", arent really your friends at all..

you should also know that it is because a real friend is so rare, that he is also so "special" ..and most people..about 99 percent..and probably 100 percent of those that i know (including me) do not deserve the title of "friend".
and so i refuse to use the term friend, until i find someone worthy of the title....

its funny when my so called friends lie to me..that is the one fucking thing that pisses me the fuck off (but its still funny)...its like..look i dont give a shit about what you think, so theres no point to lie about it...

now..
about people who take things too seriously....oh my fucking god..a sense of humor is what we all need...badly! im so tired of people getting offended and over dramatic over complete bullshit!...seriously!

i raise an imaginary glass to all of those who can laugh at themselves.

the drama must stop

my life is becoming more dramatic than if i were hanging out with a bunch of girls..

Mashka on staying up ...

staying up really kind of sucks when theres no one to talk to..you bastards left me all alone..
...ok well its 3 am..and im sitting here with nothing to do..listening to music which makes it a little better..except it makes me wanna dance..which is a problem cuz i cant..yes yes..i know i havent written in a while..maybe it was because i had a life for that period of time....<==that was a joke....

nothing has been happening lately..nothing worth writing about at least..if youre gonna bitch about how boring this blog is than you can stop reading it now..

ah well..it needs to be summer, i need to go shopping..ahh.i have not anything (especially lingerie) in so long..it is bad..
so yeah..im staying up and its boring..but its too late..or rather too early to go to bed now..so ill just sit here sitening to 80s music..and regretting the fact that i deleted solitaire..because im even worse at minesweeper..sigh..

ah yay for the ghostbusters song..who you gonna call?..we need to have a ghostbusters movie watching night...that might not sound as fun to you as it sounds to me..but its late so its okay..
i need to burn some cds..yes ..time needs to pass...my back hurts..next random thought ...time for porn..or maybe..ill find some nice cars to look at and post em up here...ah and im gonna have a fucking seizure because of these fucking flashing pop ups..next random thought..i have tok tday..ah..im gonna fall asleep during it..its ok though..like all male teachers droege loves me..
hmm im afraid to go take a piss..my parents are gonna kill me..

..here i like this ass..





ok its 4 40..i think i will shower now..